Unconscious Waterloo
There’s something buried inside me. I know my mind placed it into the unconscious part of my brain for the better. Is it really for the better? I don’t think so anymore, because the more I escape from this..the more it’ll be harder. I know I must face it. I must really do. But, I already did it right? So, what’s the problem? Why is it that there is a still glimpse of the problem when I can already handle this through God’s grace and from the lessons I’ve learned from my past. Why then? Maybe all these times the devil is still watching me, waiting to see a hole in which he can attack me! Oh Geez, I won’t let my self fall for his traps anymore! I know you don’t know it’s YOU! Because I kept pretending, kept giving and understanding. Will you know it’s you? Nope. I won’t let it happen again anymore. I’m a new creation in Christ now. And I must keep guard on this precious pearl of purity(physically and emotionally) as a female created for His glory.
